💀 About Me
Scientist of Self-Sabotage | Neuroscience, AI & Intelligence That Hurts (a Little)
If you’re here, you’re probably wondering:
“Who the hell is this guy—and why does this all feel… too real?”
Hey, I’m Pierre.
Cognitive scientist. PhD researcher. Indie author.
I study AI, neuroscience, and why humans (especially me) are walking contradictions.
I didn’t get into this field to help others.
I got into it because I couldn’t understand my own brain—so I started reverse-engineering it.
Now I write systems. Spiral publicly. Build emotional infrastructure.
And try to make self-awareness something you can’t ignore.
🧠 What I Actually Do (Besides Overthink in Three Languages)
✔ PhD research in AI x Neuroscience — focused on behavior loops & execution systems
✔ Built Oops I’m Toxic — a brand-turned-black-hole for emotional pattern recognition
✔ Design personal operating systems for chaotic humans who want to function
✔ Build awareness-first execution tools (because motivation is a scam)
✔ Translate self-sabotage into usable frameworks
✔ Make intelligence fun, painful, and slightly addictive
💀 This isn’t self-help. It’s self-research.
Stick around if you’re into spirals, systems, or existential debugging.
📸 Follow the chaos on Instagram → @iamxiaoming1707
What is Oops I’m Toxic?
It’s not a brand. It’s an experiment.
Where dark humor meets behavior design.
Where breakdowns become blueprints.
Where self-awareness doesn’t mean healing—it means you finally see the pattern.
📌 Brutal honesty about self-sabotage
📌 Reality checks disguised as entertainment
📌 Cognitive tools wrapped in comedy, wrapped in chaos
📖 Ready to Spiral? Start with the Book.
It didn’t come from a plan.
It came from a breakdown.
A long, punctuation-free message to GPT.
No timeline. No outline. Just one long emotional hemorrhage that somehow turned into structure.
💀 What If I’m the Problem? is where it all started—
the meltdown that forced the system to exist.
👉 📖 Download Now – Pay What You Want
💸 Choose Your Self-Awareness Level:
📌 $0 → “I’m broke, but self-awareness is free, right?” 😭
📌 $5 → “I’m slightly toxic, but working on it.” 🤷♂️
📌 $10 → “I’ve made questionable life choices, but I support indie authors.” 💸
📌 $20+ → “I’m a self-sabotaging mess, but at least I’m generous.” 🤑
📌 $200 → “I need this book more than therapy—and honestly? This is cheaper.” 🔥
If it makes you spiral, think, or laugh while hating yourself just a little—
you decide what it’s worth.
👉 📖 Download the Book. Blame Me Later.
📍What’s Coming Next?
📌 More books on self-sabotage, identity, and emotional recursion
📌 Group breakdown sessions (disguised as calls)
📌 AI-assisted execution labs
📌 Personal systems for brains that can’t stay still
📌 Ways to make sense of yourself without fixing yourself
👀 Want to stay inside the system?
🚀 Thank You to Everyone Supporting My Work
Whether you downloaded the book, shared the chaos, or just stalked the homepage 12 times—thank you.
Every single interaction fuels the next meltdown. The next tool. The next emotional autopsy.
You're part of it now.
📖 Want to support even more?
👉 📖 Enter the Book That Started the Breakdown
👉 📸 Follow Me on Instagram
💭 Why Oops I’m Toxic Exists
Because I don’t have answers.
Just the kind of questions that keep people up at night.
And if this project makes you laugh, panic, or sit in silence at 3AM wondering if you’ve been avoiding something…
that’s probably worth something.
💾 Download the File. Begin the Spiral.
This isn’t a platform. It’s a system.
You can scroll back up…
But you’re already in it.