A Real-Life Mindf*ck—And the Most Addictive Book You’ll Read This Year

A Book That Feels Like a Psychologi cal Experiment

Some books tell you a story.
This one? It makes you live it.

What If I’m the Problem? isn’t written like a traditional memoir. It’s written like someone trying to figure out their own story in real time.

• The pacing is too fast—but so is self-destruction.

• The humor hits at the worst moments—but isn’t that how people cope?

• The emotions turn on a dime—because reality doesn’t follow a structured narrative.

Readers don’t just finish the book—they process it.

"It doesn’t feel like a book. It feels like being inside someone else’s brain."

Why This Book Feels Different

Most books give you a clear beginning, middle, and end.

This one? It throws you straight into the spiral.

• The impulsive decisions that seem fine—until they aren’t.

• The way one small choice snowballs into something uncontrollable.

• The slow realization that you’re watching something unfold in real time, and there’s no stopping it.

"I thought I was just here for the chaos. Then I realized—I was watching someone survive in real time."

A Mirror You Weren’t Ready to Look Into

At first, you think you’re reading about someone else’s life.
Then, suddenly, you start seeing pieces of your own.

• The way we rationalize bad decisions.

• The impulse to escape, even when we know better.

• The strange comfort of laughing at the worst moments—because what else can you do?

"It’s unsettling—not because of what happens, but because of how much it makes you think about yourself."

"I started reading for entertainment. By the middle, I was uncomfortable. By the end, I felt exposed."

Final Verdict: You’ll Regret Reading It—But You Won’t Stop

Some books entertain. Some books wreck you.

This one? It does both.